After Exodus, What?

Here are a few preliminary thoughts and questions about the recent announcement that Exodus International, the largest and most influential of the so-called “ex-gay” ministries, will be closing its doors:

1. Like many younger people who are Christian and gay, I have shied away from much of what flies under the banner of Exodus and its affiliates. I was never involved in an Exodus group of any sort, in part because so many of their public statements led me to believe they were addressing themselves to people with rather different histories than mine. When I heard ex-gay accounts of the origins of same-sex attraction—accounts that focused on absentee or distant fathers or failure to bond with same-sex peers in childhood—I realized I was hearing stories that were pretty removed from my experience. I was raised in a very loving two-parent family, and the “father wound” narrative never illumined the possible causes of my homosexuality as it seemed to do for others. And I discerned, however inchoately, however rightly or wrongly, that if I were to join up with an “ex-gay” ministry, I would feel some degree of pressure to conform my narrative to theirs. (The anonymous blogger Disputed Mutability has described that pressure in detail here, and I’d encourage you to read her excellent post along with this one by Melinda Selmys.)

2. In light of that, I was glad to see Alan Chambers acknowledging that Exodus has, in fact, contributed to that pressure—it wasn’t just a matter of people like me mishearing what Exodus was really saying. “I am sorry we promoted sexual orientation change efforts and reparative theories about sexual orientation that stigmatized parents,” Chambers said. This was a true apology, and even though it wasn’t directed at me per se (since I’ve never been a part of an Exodus affiliate), I was still grateful and relieved to read it.

3. Exodus’s shutting down is a highly symbolic event that will, I hope, allow evangelicals (as well as Roman Catholics, but that’s another post for someone else to write) to revisit the merits of the entire “ex-gay” approach. Reparative therapy has never owed much to Christian theology in the first place—its roots lie more in Freud than in the teachings of Jesus or the apostle Paul—so it’s high time that evangelicals became much more familiar with what the Christian tradition itself has to offer those who experience same-sex attraction, namely, a long history of practice and reflection on both celibacy and same-sex friendship. These historic Christian resources haven’t been entirely absent from evangelical discussions, but I think most would agree that they haven’t been prominent.

4. Yet Exodus’s shutting down is just that—largely symbolic. As Peter Ould, who’s been following these kinds of things for a long time now, puts it:

The Exodus Board deciding to shut down Exodus International is in some sense meaningless. Ever since the Board stopped being appointed by the member ministries and instead became self-appointed Exodus stopped being in any sense representative of those ministries it claims to represent. Instead it has increasingly become simply, for better or worse, the Alan Chambers Ministry. No accountability = no responsibility. None of the Exodus Member Ministries are shutting down and they will probably find another grouping to become associated with. Those trumpeting this move as a powerful moment are rather missing the point that most of the ex-gay, post-gay and whatever-gay ministries will continue just as before.

And some of those ministries, like the newly organized Restored Hope Network, will continue explicitly to promote certain modified versions of reparative therapy.

5. It doesn’t seem, at least at this stage, that Alan Chambers’ new, replacement organization for Exodus, which he described to Jeff Chu over at The Atlantic’s Sexes channel, will be much involved in the effort to help gay Christians recover the resources they need from the Christian tradition for healthy practices of celibacy and friendship. That’s not necessarily to say Chambers’ work won’t be worthwhile. But what we still need, and what I most want to be involved in myself, is pastoral ministry to those who say, “I experience ongoing, nearly exclusive same-sex attraction, I don’t expect ‘conversion’ to heterosexuality, I don’t expect to be married, but I want to live within the boundaries of the traditional Christian teaching on marriage and sexuality, and I want to flourish, not just survive. And I need help to do that.” There are a lot of us in that boat. We do need help. And there’s now a gap to be filled with—what, exactly? an organization? a regular conference? ministry houses? intentional communities? parish small groups? something more, at least, than what Exodus often was—to help meet that need.

11 thoughts on “After Exodus, What?

  1. Pingback: After Exodus, What? » First Thoughts | A First Things Blog

  2. Thank you for your post, Wesley! I had been checking your blog the last few days to see if you would share your thoughts on this. I wonder if you could also reach out to Alan and enter conversation with him, as he is probably in a place of openness to learning and hearing from people who share a commitment to Christ, but would go about ministering to homosexuals in a different way than Exodus has in the past.

  3. Re: point #5– do you feel like anything that Exodus was doing before met those needs, or not really? Is there space within the GCN for that sort of dialogue, or would it need to be something else?

  4. I am very relieved that this ministry has realised the potential harm caused by its beliefs and perspectives, and absolutely agree that a change in direction in evangelical circles is the next important step to take. “But what we still need, and what I most want to be involved in myself, is pastoral ministry to those who say, “I experience ongoing, nearly exclusive same-sex attraction, I don’t expect ‘conversion’ to heterosexuality, I don’t expect to be married, but I want to live within the boundaries of the traditional Christian teaching on marriage and sexuality, and I want to flourish, not just survive. And I need help to do that.” ” This is exactly right, this sentiment, and I so much hope that the need for such an approach is recognised and put into practice increasingly and gradually in the evangelical church. Thanks for these wise words.

  5. Pingback: So Long Exodus - Fall And Die...

  6. I don’t think you will ever get the help you need to flourish in an evangelical setting until (influential) evangelicals sit down and have a conversation with gay people as “social equals”. In spite of all the blather about everyone being a sinner, evangelicals do still treat (chaste) gay people differently.

  7. The last bit of paragraph #5 has been my prayer, my earnest, humble prayer, for the last few years. Though I wouldn’t not know how to even begin to be the answer to that prayer myself.

  8. “I experience ongoing, nearly exclusive same-sex attraction, I don’t expect ‘conversion’ to heterosexuality, I don’t expect to be married, but I want to live within the boundaries of the traditional Christian teaching on marriage and sexuality, and I want to flourish, not just survive. And I need help to do that.”

    I love this quote, and your heart behind it. This is my prayer, for you and for those of our brothers and sisters in the same boat. I want the church to respond to this, and to show the love of Christ in the midst of this serious hardship.
    Thank you for sharing, Wesley, as always. Glad you’re in my family.

  9. Pingback: With Exodus International’s Announcement, the Ex-gay Dominoes Keep Falling | Strange Figures

  10. Pingback: Exodus Shutting Down | An Exercise in the Fundamentals of Orthodoxy

  11. Pingback: Fool Me Twice: Thoughts on Exodus’s Closing

Leave a Reply

Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s